Abraham Lincoln

August 12th.—I see the President almost every day, as I happen to live where he passes to or from his lodgings out of town. He never sleeps at the White House during the hot season, but has quarters at a healthy location some three miles north of the city, the Soldiers’ home, a United States military establishment. I saw him this morning about 8 1/2 coming in to business, riding on Vermont avenue, near L street. He always has a company of twenty-five or thirty cavalry, with sabres drawn and held upright over their shoulders. They say this guard was against his personal wish, but he let his counselors have their way. The party makes no great show in uniform or horses. Mr. Lincoln on the saddle generally rides a good-sized, easy-going gray horse, is dress’d in plain black, somewhat rusty and dusty, wears a black stiff hat, and looks about as ordinary in attire, &c., as the commonest man. A lieutenant, with yellow straps, rides at his left, and following behind, two by two, come the cavalry men, in their yellow-striped jackets. They are generally going at a slow trot, as that is the pace set them by the one they wait upon. The sabres and accoutrements clank, and the entirely unornamental cortege as it trots towards Lafayette square arouses no sensation, only some curious stranger stops and gazes. I see very plainly ABRAHAM LINCOLN’S dark brown face, with the deep-cut lines, the eyes, always to me with a deep latent sadness in the expression. We have got so that we exchange bows, and very cordial ones. Sometimes the President goes and comes in an open barouche. The cavalry always accompany him, with drawn sabres. Often I notice as he goes out evenings—and sometimes in the morning, when he returns early—he turns off and halts at the large and handsome residence of the Secretary of War, on K street, and holds conference there. If in his barouche, I can see from my window he does not alight, but sits in his vehicle, and Mr. Stanton comes out to attend him. Sometimes one of his sons, a boy of ten or twelve, accompanies him, riding at his right on a pony. Earlier in the summer I occasionally saw the President and his wife, toward the latter part of the afternoon, out in a barouche, on a pleasure ride through the city. Mrs. Lincoln was dress’d in complete black, with a long crape veil. The equipage is of the plainest kind, only two horses, and they nothing extra. They pass’d me once very close, and I saw the President in the face fully, as they were moving slowly, and his look, though abstracted, happen’d to be directed steadily in my eye. He bow’d and smiled, but far beneath his smile I noticed well the expression I have alluded to. None of the artists or pictures has caught the deep, though subtle and indirect expression of this man’s face. There is something else there. One of the great portrait painters of two or three centuries ago is needed.

Walt Whitman lived at 394 L St., directly along Lincoln’s commute.

Lincoln’s cottage on the grounds of the Soldiers’ home, one of the highest points of the city, is actually a 34-room country estate built in 1842. The horseback ride to and from the White House took at least a half an hour, but Lincoln made frequent stops, to visit with cabinet members like Stanton, but also to visit the wounded (he often rode beside horse-drawn ambulances heading to the Harewood Hospital). At points during the war the Confederate Army was so close that gunfire was audible during the rides, as well as from the house.

The White House History website has a detailed map of Lincoln’s commute here.

Whitman was not the only person to remark on the singularly deep and melancholy appearance that Lincoln presented. Artist Francis B. Carpenter said Lincoln had “the saddest face I ever knew.” Orlando B. Ficklin wrote more expansively: “”He was naturally despondent and sad, like many another who has made mirth for a merry company. He could tell a story to make a group roar with laughter, but when his face was unlit by pleasantry it was dark, gloomy and peculiar. The pictures we see of him only half represent him, as they can only show him in repose. Lincoln was a man of two distinct personages. He was a man keen insight and absorbing meditation. His sudden changes from elated joy to silent brooding over the problems of life were noticeable to all his friends. One moment a boy exultant, sunny cheery, the next a care burdened man, deep in thought.” For what little it’s worth, facial scans of plaster casts reveal that Lincoln’s face was marked by an aberration called cranial facial microsomia: the left side of his face was much smaller than the right.

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Home-Made Music

wounded soldiers during the Civil War


August 8th.—To-night, as I was trying to keep cool, sitting by a wounded soldier in Armory-square, I was attracted by some pleasant singing in an adjoining ward. As my soldier was asleep, I left him, and entering the ward where the music was, I walk’d half-way down and took a seat by the cot of a young Brooklyn friend, S. R., badly wounded in the hand at Chancellorsville, and who has suffer’d much, but at that moment in the evening was wide awake and comparatively easy. He had turn’d over on his left side to get a better view of the singers, but the mosquito-curtains of the adjoining cots obstructed the sight. I stept round and loop’d them all up, so that he had a clear show, and then sat down again by him, and look’d and listen’d. The principal singer was a young lady-nurse of one of the wards, accompanying on a melodeon, and join’d by the lady-nurses of other wards. They sat there, making a charming group, with their handsome, healthy faces, and standing up a little behind them were some ten or fifteen of the convalescent soldiers, young men, nurses, &c., with books in their hands, singing. Of course it was not such a performance as the great soloists at the New York opera house take a hand in, yet I am not sure but I receiv’d as much pleasure under the circumstances, sitting there, as I have had from the best Italian compositions, express’d by world-famous performers. The men lying up and down the hospital, in their cots (some badly wounded—some never to rise thence), the cots themselves, with their drapery of white curtains, and the shadows down the lower and upper parts of the ward; then the silence of the men, and the attitudes they took—the whole was a sight to look around upon again and again. And there sweetly rose those voices up to the high, whitewash’d wooden roof, and pleasantly the roof sent it all back again. They sang very well, mostly quaint old songs and declamatory hymns, to fitting tunes. Here, for instance:

 
My days are swiftly gliding by, and I a pilgrim stranger,
Would not detain them as they fly, those hours of toil and danger;
For O we stand on Jordan’s strand, our friends are passing over,
And just before, the shining shore we may almost discover.

We’ll gird our loins my brethren dear, our distant home discerning,
Our absent Lord has left us word, let every lamp be burning,
For O we stand on Jordan’s strand, our friends are passing over,
And just before, the shining shore we may almost discover.

These verses were adapted from Psalms 102 by Revered David Nelson in 1835 and put to music by songwriter George Frederick Root in 1855. Root (named George Frederick after the composer Handel) rose to fame during the Civil War, writing the first song of the conflict two days after the bombardment of Fort Sumter. He wrote dozens more popular songs during the war. Root was inducted into the Songwriter’s Hall of Fame in 1970, seventy-five years after his death. | The melodeon was a reed organ (reeds instead of pipes produced the sound) with foot-operated vacuum bellows (which modified the sound) briefly popular in mid-nineteenth century America. Small and relatively portable, it was usually found in domestic settings, but often substituted for a pipe organ in small churches.

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A New York Soldier

Regimental colors of the 154th New York Volunteer Infantry

This afternoon, July 22d, I have spent a long time with Oscar F. Wilber, company G, 154th New York, low with chronic diarrhœa, and a bad wound also. He asked me to read him a chapter in the New Testament. I complied, and ask’d him what I should read. He said, “Make your own choice.” I open’d at the close of one of the first books of the evangelists, and read the chapters describing the latter hours of Christ, and the scenes at the crucifixion. The poor, wasted young man ask’d me to read the following chapter also, how Christ rose again. I read very slowly, for Oscar was feeble. It pleased him very much, yet the tears were in his eyes. He ask’d me if I enjoy’d religion. I said, “Perhaps not, my dear, in the way you mean, and yet, may-be, it is the same thing.” He said, “It is my chief reliance.” He talk’d of death, and said he did not fear it. I said, “Why, Oscar, don’t you think you will get well?” He said, “I may, but it is not probable.” He spoke calmly of his condition. The wound was very bad, it discharg’d much. Then the diarrhœa had prostrated him, and I felt that he was even then the same as dying. He behaved very manly and affectionate. The kiss I gave him as I was about leaving he return’d fourfold. He gave me his mother’s address, Mrs. Sally D. Wilber, Alleghany post-office, Cattaraugus county, N.Y. I had several such interviews with him. He died a few days after the one just described.

Oscar F. Wilber was wounded at Chancellorsville and died July 31, 1863. The Wilber family was widely involved in the war. Milo Wilber, a cousin of Oscar’s, was captured in Gettysburg and exchanged. Cousins Lyman and Philo died in 1865, the latter of wounds during the Appomattox campaign and the former of a morphine addiction. Some of their touching correspondence is recorded here.

It’s estimated that 57,265 Yankee soldiers died of dysentery or diarrhea, compared with 44,238 men dying in battle. Doctors did not generally know how to treat (or prevent) either illness.

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A Cavalry Camp

March 10, 2010


I am writing this, nearly sundown, watching a cavalry company (acting Signal service) just come in through a shower, making their night’s camp ready on some broad, vacant ground, a sort of hill, in full view opposite my window. There are the men in their yellow-striped jackets. All are dismounted; the freed horses stand with drooping heads and wet sides; they are to be led off presently in groups, to water. The little wall-tents and shelter tents spring up quickly. I see the fires already blazing, and pots and kettles over them. Some among the men are driving in tent-poles, wielding their axes with strong, slow blows. I see great huddles of horses, bundles of hay, groups of men (some with unbuckled sabres yet on their sides,) a few officers, piles of wood, the flames of the fires, saddles, harness, &c. The smoke streams upward, additional men arrive and dismount—some drive in stakes, and tie their horses to them; some go with buckets for water, some are chopping wood, and so on.

July 6th.—A steady rain, dark and thick and warm. A train of six-mule wagons has just pass’d bearing pontoons, great square-end flat-boats, and the heavy planking for overlaying them. We hear that the Potomac above here is flooded, and are wondering whether Lee will be able to get back across again, or whether Meade will indeed break him to pieces. The cavalry camp on the hill is a ceaseless field of observation for me. This forenoon there stand the horses, tether’d together, dripping, steaming, chewing their hay. The men emerge from their tents, dripping also. The fires are half quench’d.

July 10th.—Still the camp opposite—perhaps fifty or sixty tents. Some of the men are cleaning their sabres (pleasant to-day,) some brushing boots, some laying off, reading, writing—some cooking, some sleeping. On long temporary cross-sticks back of the tents are cavalry accoutrements—blankets and overcoats are hung out to air—there are the squads of horses tether’d, feeding, continually stamping and whisking their tails to keep off flies. I sit long in my third story window and look at the scene—a hundred little things going on—peculiar objects connected with the camp that could not be described, any one of them justly, without much minute drawing and coloring in words.

The Civil War Society’s Encyclopedia of the Civil War describes camp life thus:

Most armies were forced at some point to live off the land. The Confederates, who fought mostly on home ground, tried harder to curb pillaging, preferring to request donations from townspeople rather than steal supplies or take them by force. Attached to most armies was the sutler, a purveyor of all goods not issued by the army, including tobacco, candy, tinned meats, shoelaces, patent medicines, fried pies, and newspapers. Sutlers were known for their steep prices and shoddy goods, but soldiers desperate for cigarettes, sweets, and news from home were willing to use their pay for these treats.

Boredom stalked both armies almost as often as did hunger. When not faced with the sheer terror of battle, the days in camp tended to drag endlessly. The sheer tedium of camp life led the men to find recreational outlets. “There is some of the onerest men here that I ever saw,” wrote a new recruit, “and the most swearing and card playing and fitin [fighting] and drunkenness that I ever saw at any place.”

When not drilling or standing guard, the troops read, wrote letters to their loved ones, and played any game they could devise, including baseball, cards, boxing matches, and cockfights. One competition involved racing lice or cockroaches across a strip of canvas. As hard as most commanders attempted to control vice in camp, both gambling and drinking were rampant, especially after payday. Confederate General Braxton Bragg concurred: “We have lost more valuable lives at the hands of whiskey sellers than by the balls of our enemies.”

Army regulations prohibited the purchase of alcohol by enlisted men, and soldiers who violated the rule were punished, but men on both sides found ways around it. Members of a Mississippi company got a half a gallon of whisky past the camp guards by concealing it in a hollowed-out watermelon; they then buried the melon beneath the floor of their tent and drank from it with a long straw. If they could not buy liquor, they made it. One Union recipe called for “bark juice, tar-water, turpentine, brown sugar, lamp oil, and alcohol.”

When not drinking or gambling, some men escaped the tedium of daily army life by enjoying “horizontal refreshments,” as visiting prostitutes became known. Thousands of prostitutes thronged the cities in the war zones and clustered about the camps….Venereal disease among soldiers was prevalent and largely uncontrolled.

Even more pervasive than boredom, gambling, or venereal disease was homesickness. Men spent more time writing letters and hoping to receive them than any other leisure activity. Furloughs were rarely granted, and most soldiers had few opportunities to spend extended periods of time away from the army. Federal troops were often stationed too far from home to have time to get home, while Southern armies, short of manpower, needed every available soldier to fight. For better or worse, Civil War soldiers were forced to call camp home for the duration of their terms of service.

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Battle of Gettysburg

March 7, 2010


July 4th.—The weather to-day, upon the whole, is very fine, warm, but from a smart rain last night, fresh enough, and no dust, which is a great relief for this city. I saw the parade about noon, Pennsylvania avenue, from Fifteenth street down toward the capitol. There were three regiments of infantry, (I suppose the ones doing patrol duty here,) two or three societies of Odd Fellows, a lot of children in barouches, and a squad of policemen. (A useless imposition upon the soldiers—they have work enough on their backs without piling the like of this.) As I went down the Avenue, saw a big flaring placard on the bulletin board of a newspaper office, announcing “Glorious Victory for the Union Army!” Meade had fought Lee at Gettysburg, Pennsylvania, yesterday and day before, and repuls’d him most signally, taken 3,000 prisoners, &c. (I afterwards saw Meade’s despatch, very modest, and a sort of order of the day from the President himself, quite religious, giving thanks to the Supreme, and calling on the people to do the same.) I walk’d on to Armory hospital—took along with me several bottles of blackberry and cherry syrup, good and strong, but innocent. Went through several of the wards, announc’d to the soldiers the news from Meade, and gave them all a good drink of the syrups with ice water, quite refreshing—prepar’d it all myself, and serv’d it around. Meanwhile the Washington bells are ringing their sundown peals for Fourth of July, and the usual fusilades of boys’ pistols, crackers, and guns.

The parade route on 15th Street; this from 1865

Odd Fellow Societies began in Great Britain and were friendly community societies typically dedicated to raising funds for local charities and giving aid and support to members who were ill, unemployed, or widowed. They featured many of the rites and initiations common to fraternal orders

As Whitman’s account makes clear, details from the Battle of Gettysburg only hours after Pickett’s Charge and the last of the fighting; but it of course took time for the eyewitness testimony to be set for the daily paper. On July 6th, the New York Times ran a report from a special correspondent that began thus:

Who can write the history of a battle whose eyes are immovable fastened upon a central figure of transcendently absorbing interest, the dead body of an oldest born, crushed by a shell in a position where a battery should never have been sent, and abandoned to death in a building where surgeons dared not to stay?

The battle of Gettysburg! I am told that it commenced on the 1st of July, a mile of the town, between two weak brigades of infantry and some doomed artillery and the whole force of the rebel army. Among other cost of this error was the death of [General John F.] Reynolds. Its value was priceless, however, though priceless was the young and the old blood with which it was bought. The error put us on the defensive, and gave us the choice of position. From the moment that our artillery and infantry rolled back through the main street of Gettysburg and rolled out of the town to the circle of eminencies south of it. We were not to attack but to be attacked. The risks, the difficulties and the disadvantages of the coming battle were the enemies. Our were the heights for artillery, ours the short, inside lines for maneuvering and reinforcing, ours the cover of stonewalls, fences and crest of hills. Upon which we were driven in accept battle was wonderfully favorable to us. Popular description of it would be to say that it was in form an elated and somewhat sharpened horseshoe, with the toe to Gettysburg and the heel to the south.

Whitman always kept notebooks in his shirt pocket in which he took notes about the needs of the wounded (it’s estimated that he filled about a hundred of them). At one point he jotted down some of the surprise treats that the soldiers like best, a list that included notepaper and pencils, rice pudding, tobacco, and raspberry syrup.

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The Most Inspiriting of All War’s Shows

March 7, 2010


June 29.—Just before sundown this evening a very large cavalry force went by—a fine sight. The men evidently had seen service. First came a mounted band of sixteen bugles, drums and cymbals, playing wild martial tunes—made my heart jump. Then the principal officers, then company after company, with their officers at their heads, making of course the main part of the cavalcade; then a long train of men with led horses, lots of mounted negroes with special horses—and a long string of baggage-wagons, each drawn by four horses—and then a motley rear guard. It was a pronouncedly warlike and gay show; the sabres clank’d, the men look’d young and healthy and strong; the electric tramping of so many horses on the hard road, and the gallant bearing, fine seat, and bright faced appearance of a thousand and more handsome young American men, were so good to see. An hour later another troop went by, smaller in numbers, perhaps three hundred men. They too look’d like serviceable men, campaigners used to field and fight.

July 3.—This forenoon, for more than an hour, again long strings of cavalry, several regiments, very fine men and horses, four or five abreast. I saw them in Fourteenth street, coming in town from north. Several hundred extra horses, some of the mares with colts, trotting along. (Appear’d to be a number of prisoners too.) How inspiriting always the cavalry regiments. Our men are generally well mounted, feel good, are young, gay on the saddle, their blankets in a roll behind them, their sabres clanking at their sides. This noise and movement and the tramp of many horses’ hoofs has a curious effect upon one. The bugles play—presently you hear them afar off, deaden’d, mix’d with other noises. Then just as they had all pass’d, a string of ambulances commenc’d from the other way, moving up Fourteenth street north, slowly wending along, bearing a large lot of wounded to the hospitals.

The US Cavalry began with an act of Congress. In 1833 a bill was passed creating the United States Regiment of Dragoons, which was initially fixed at 34 officers and 1,715 men. But the Mexican-American War and the westward expansion of the country required vast distances to be covered in a very short time, and the so the cavalry grew. There were 176 officers and five regiments in 1861 at the start of the Civil War. More than a hundred of those officers broke for the South. The Northern cavalry had to play catch-up, and this they did by blunting the Southern advantage in experience with sheer numbers. They raised 82 regiments (each consisting of about 1000-1200 men) in less than a year, and by the end of the war the North had raised a total of 272 regiments in the previous four years, the South a mere 137.

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Bad Wounds—The Young

March 5, 2010

Civil War amputation

The soldiers are nearly all young men, and far more American than is generally supposed—I should say nine-tenths are native-born. Among the arrivals from Chancellorsville I find a large proportion of Ohio, Indiana, and Illinois men. As usual, there are all sorts of wounds. Some of the men fearfully burnt from the explosions of artillery caissons. One ward has a long row of officers, some with ugly hurts. Yesterday was perhaps worse than usual. Amputations are going on—the attendants are dressing wounds. As you pass by, you must be on your guard where you look. I saw the other day a gentleman, a visitor apparently from curiosity, in one of the wards, stop and turn a moment to look at an awful wound they were probing. He turn’d pale, and in a moment more he had fainted away and fallen on the floor.

Civil War scalpels

When Whitman says that far more of the soldiers are born in America than might be expected, he was likely referring to the presence of the XI Corps of the Army of the Potomac, which consisted largely of German immigrant soldiers. The Corps had been led by German-born Franz Sigel, but Sigel was unpopularly replaced by Major General Oliver O. Howard shortly before the disaster of Chancellorsville. Much of the blame for the losses in the battle was put on the “Dutchman”, and false rumors, often repeated by Northern newspapers, were spread that the XI Corps had run without doing any fighting.

Here is an excerpt about the proper was to amputate a leg, from “The Practice of Surgery”, by Samuel Cooper, a book that served as the “How To” guide for Civil War surgeons (it makes the interloper’s fainting easy to understand): “Having cut completely down to the bone, a piece of linen, somewhat broader than the stump, should be torn at one end, along its middle part, to the extent of about eight or ten inches. This is called a retractor, and is applied by placing the exposed part of the bone in the slit, and drawing the ends of the linen upward on each side of the stump. Thus the retractor will evidently keep every part of the surface of the wound out of the way of the saw. I have seen the saw do so much mischief, in consequence of neglecting to use the retractor, that my conscience obliges me to censure the employment of the saw, without a defense of the soft parts by this simple contrivance. I think no one will say, that the retractor can do harm; and I know, that many who have been with myself eye-witnesses of the mischief frequently done by the saw in amputations, are deeply impressed with an aversion to the neglect of this bandage. I have often seen the soft parts skillfully divided; and the operators, directly afterwards, lose all the praise, which every one was ready to bestow, by their literally salving through one half of the ends of the muscles, together with the bone. But, besides defending the surface of the stump from the teeth of the saw, the retractor will undoubtedly enable the operator to saw the bone higher up, than he otherwise could do.”

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Ambulance Processions

March 3, 2010


June 25, Sundown.—As I sit writing this paragraph I see a train of about thirty huge four-horse wagons, used as ambulances, fill’d with wounded, passing up Fourteenth street, on their way, probably, to Columbian, Carver, and mount Pleasant hospitals. This is the way the men come in now, seldom in small numbers, but almost always in these long, sad processions. Through the past winter, while our army lay opposite Fredericksburgh, the like strings of ambulances were of frequent occurrence along Seventh street, passing slowly up from the steamboat wharf, with loads from Aquia creek.

The Civil War marked the first (and last) time purpose-built ambulances were employed by the army for war on American soil. Congress had passed a bill during the American Revolution stipulating the creation of “a suitable number of covered and other wagons, litters, and other necessaries for removing the sick and wounded,” but they never materialized. Nor were any used during the War of 1812, the three Seminole Wars, or the Mexican-American War. Civilwarhome.com has an excellent page on the various designs employed during the war.

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My Preparation for Visits

March 1, 2010

Whitman in 1890 with his favorite nurse, Frederick Warren Fritzinger


In my visits to the hospitals I found it was in the simple matter of personal presence, and emanating ordinary cheer and magnetism, that I succeeded and help’d more than by medical nursing, or delicacies, or gifts of money, or anything else. During the war I possess’d the perfection of physical health. My habit, when practicable, was to prepare for starting out on one of those daily or nightly tours of from a couple to four or five hours, by fortifying myself with previous rest, the bath, clean clothes, a good meal, and as cheerful an appearance as possible.

 

Whitman had to work hard to emanate cheer. He wrote to his mother during his time as a nurse:

Mother, such things are awful—not a soul here he knew or cared about except me…how contemptible all the usual little worldly prides & vanities & striving after appearances seem in the midst of such scenes as these…To see such things & not be able to help them is awful—I feel almost ashamed of being so well and whole.

A soldier from Kansas remembered Whitman fondly:

When this old heathen came and gave me a pipe and tobacco, it was about the most joyous moment of my life….I don’t mean to say he was the only one who visited the hospital. There were plenty of others I assure you. The little bay at the head of my cot was full of tracts and testaments, and every Sunday there were half a dozen old roosters who would come into my ward and preach and pray and sing to us, while we were swearing to ourselves all the time, and wishing the blamed fools would go away. Walt Whitman’s funny stories, and his pipes and tobacco were worth more than all the preachers and tracts in Christendom. A wounded soldier don’t like to be reminded of his God more than twenty times a day. Walt Whitman didn’t bring any tracts or Bibles; he didn’t ask if you loved the Lord, and didn’t seem to care whether you did or not.

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Some Specimen Cases

February 26, 2010


June 18th.– In one of the hospitals I find Thomas Haley, company M, 4th New York cavalry–a regular Irish boy, a fine specimen of youthful physical manliness–shot through the lungs–inevitably dying–came over to this country from Ireland to enlist–has not a single friend or acquaintance here–is sleeping soundly at this moment (but it is the sleep of death)–has a bullet-hole straight through the lung. I saw Tom when first brought here, three days since, and didn’t suppose he could live twelve hours–(yet he looks well enough in the face to a casual observer.) He lies there with his frame exposed above the waist, all naked, for coolness, a fine built man, the tan not yet bleach’d from his cheeks and neck. It is useless to talk to him, as with his sad hurt, and the stimulants they give him, and the utter strangeness of every object, face, furniture, &c., the poor fellow, even when awake, is like some frighten’d, shy animal. Much of the time he sleeps, or half sleeps. (Sometimes I thought he knew more than he show’d.) I often come and sit by him in perfect silence; he will breathe for ten minutes as softly and evenly as a young babe asleep. Poor youth, so handsome, athletic, with profuse beautiful shining hair. One time as I sat looking at him while he lay asleep, he suddenly, without the least start, awaken’d, open’d his eyes, gave me a long steady look, turning his face very slightly to gaze easier–one long, clear, silent look–a slight sigh–then turn’d back and went into his doze again. Little he knew, poor death-stricken boy, the heart of the stranger that hover’d near.

W. H. E., Co. F., 2d N.J.–His disease is pneumonia. He lay sick at the wretched hospital below Aquia creek, for seven or eight days before brought here. He was detail’d from his regiment to go there and help as nurse, but was soon taken down himself. Is an elderly, sallow-faced, rather gaunt, gray-hair’d man, a widower, with children. He express’d a great desire for good, strong green tea. An excellent lady, Mrs. W., of Washington, soon sent him a package; also a small sum of money. The doctor said give him the tea at pleasure; it lay on the table by his side, and he used it every day. He slept a great deal; could not talk much, as he grew deaf. Occupied bed 15, ward I, Armory. (The same lady above, Mrs. W., sent the men a large package of tobacco.)

J. G. lies in bed 52, ward I; is of company B, 7th Pennsylvania. I gave him a small sum of money, some tobacco, and envelopes. To a man adjoining also gave twenty-five cents; he flush’d in the face when I offer’d it–refused at first, but as I found he had not a cent, and was very fond of having the daily papers to read, I prest it on him. He was evidently very grateful, but said little.

J. T. L., of company F., 9th New Hampshire, lies in bed 37, ward I. Is very fond of tobacco. I furnish him some; also with a little money. Has gangrene of the feet; a pretty bad case; will surely have to lose three toes. Is a regular specimen of an old-fashion’d, rude, hearty, New England countryman, impressing me with his likeness to that celebrated singed cat, who was better than she look’d.

Bed 3, ward E, Armory, has a great hankering for pickles, something pungent. After consulting the doctor, I gave him a small bottle of horse-radish; also some apples; also a book. Some of the nurses are excellent. The woman-nurse in this ward I like very much. (Mrs. Wright–a year afterwards I found her in Mansion house hospital, Alexandria–she is a perfect nurse.)

In one bed a young man, Marcus Small, company K, 7th Maine–sick with dysentery and typhoid fever–pretty critical case–I talk with him often–he thinks he will die–looks like it indeed. I write a letter for him home to East Livermore, Maine–I let him talk to me a little, but not much, advise him to keep very quiet–do most of the talking myself–stay quite a while with him, as he holds on to my hand–talk to him in a cheering, but slow, low and measured manner–talk about his furlough, and going home as soon as he is able to travel.

Thomas Lindly, 1st Pennsylvania cavalry, shot very badly through the foot–poor young man, he suffers horribly, has to be constantly dosed with morphine, his face ashy and glazed, bright young eyes–I give him a large handsome apple, lay it in sight, tell him to have it roasted in the morning, as he generally feels easier then, and can eat a little breakfast. I write two letters for him.

Opposite, an old Quaker lady is sitting by the side of her son, Amer Moore, 2d U.S. artillery–shot in the head two weeks since, very low, quite rational–from hips down paralyzed–he will surely die. I speak a very few words to him every day and evening–he answers pleasantly–wants nothing–(he told me soon after he came about his home affairs, his mother had been an invalid, and he fear’d to let her know his condition.) He died soon after she came.

Here is the second stanza of Whitman’s “The Wound Dresser”:

O maidens and young men I love and that love me,
What you ask of my days those the strangest and sudden your talking recalls,
Soldier alert I arrive after a long march cover’d with sweat and dust,
In the nick of time I come, plunge in the fight, loudly shout in the
rush of successful charge,
Enter the captur’d works–yet lo, like a swift-running river they fade,
Pass and are gone they fade–I dwell not on soldiers’ perils or
soldiers’ joys,
(Both I remember well–many the hardships, few the joys, yet I was content.)

But in silence, in dreams’ projections,
While the world of gain and appearance and mirth goes on,
So soon what is over forgotten, and waves wash the imprints off the sand,
With hinged knees returning I enter the doors, (while for you up there,
Whoever you are, follow without noise and be of strong heart.)

Bearing the bandages, water and sponge,
Straight and swift to my wounded I go,
Where they lie on the ground after the battle brought in,
Where their priceless blood reddens the grass the ground,
Or to the rows of the hospital tent, or under the roof’d hospital,
To the long rows of cots up and down each side I return,
To each and all one after another I draw near, not one do I miss,
An attendant follows holding a tray, he carries a refuse pail,
Soon to be fill’d with clotted rags and blood, emptied, and fill’d again.

I onward go, I stop,
With hinged knees and steady hand to dress wounds,
I am firm with each, the pangs are sharp yet unavoidable,
One turns to me his appealing eyes–poor boy! I never knew you,
Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die for you, if that
would save you.

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